i saw him for the first time....

in a really long time

i haven't seen the guy whom i really liked, and yes loved, in about four months because he knew i liked him and he started dating my cousin (who i also hate)

today i saw him..... i wasnt ready to see him...

i cried a lot. It was at the football game too, and i had to march back sobbing

i couldn't help it

i just wasnt ready....