When I watch him I feel as if Darren is back in a way. He acts just like him in some ways. When I'm by him I just want to reach out and touch his arm. He is so beautiful like Darren. I don't know if I like him like I love Darren but I don't know if I truly love Darren anyway.
I know that I'm different to what Marina does when she's in love. When they leave I don't move on the next week. I know that people are different but still . . .
I just wish that I could be close to him like Jessica is. She is able to talk to him without any worries. I guess I'm only scared to hang out with him because he might be freaked out from me because of last year. That's why I'm scared to be by him even if he doesn't notice me. At least I am able to see him daily.
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