Just When Everything Seems Okay

I thought everything was going fine. But now it's like everything is falling apart all over again.
It seems like every single week something falls apart no matter what I do to keep it together.
Someone please help. What am I supposed to do?
I don't know who I am. I don't know what I'm doing.
Hopefully everyone else is having a good day/night. I hope you all have someone warm in your bed. I hope you all have someone who will always answer your call at 3 am. I hope you all know your way home; I hope you all know what or who your home is.
Wishing you all positive vibes. xx