I miss more then you know....

(Lyrics- Chris Daughtry)
Now that it’s all said and done
I can’t believe you were the one
To build me up and tear me down
Like an old abandoned house

I went on the bus on the way home right? Well, it's kind of a shuttle bus to the middle school because they don't have enough buses for the middle school, or something queer like that. Bus I didn't notice that it was the guy's I like bus. But I don't know. I like him but he doesn't like me, AT ALL! So I guess I'm trying to get over him, slowly. So, I tired to ignore him. And it was too late to get off the bus. So i just cruled up my legs hugged them tight, and hope that he wouldn't talk to me. Hoping that this, "Crush" will blow over. And I can move on with out him.

Well I never saw it coming
I should have started running
A long, time ago!
And I never thought I’d doubt you
I’m better off without you
More than you, more than you know .

I mean, I liked the kid last year, a bit. But I really didn't KNOW him last year. I guess i do know the kid a bit more this year. But I was getting out my ipod and I forgot about the Snickers I had from lunch that I didn't eat. I was going to give it to him, but I knew Eric would be all RAWR BITCH! So i gave it to camern. I mean Cam, is cool. But he hurt my bestest Friend in the world, and though he's cool and all, I can't forgive him for that.

I’m slowly getting closure
I guess it’s really over
I’m finally gettin’ better
Now I’m picking up the pieces
From spending all of these years
Putting my heart back together
‘Cause the day I thought I’d never get through
I got over you!!!

I knew I had to get over him some how! I can't love this kid forever! I don't even really know the kid, Ya'know? I guess that made me sad a bit. So i just laid on my head on knee's and thought, about every thing. And I made a couse. I love some one, and it's not him. I'll never be him. It'll be her! :] Forever! ^-^ I <3 Summer! Not winter, summer! :]
I'm over him!
I'm Over Him!
I'M FUCKING OVER HIM!

I hope.......

_____________________________Before that______________________________

X My friend Zach Ass grabbed me which was pretty funny! :]
X I found out I'm doing well in my classes.
X My science teacher hates me
X I am now called, 'Ittle Bits in my german class by all of these upper classmen.
X I have myPeriod this week.
X I'm trying to excruse more, to get off extra Fat...*flinches*
X I think I'm Bi-polar
X I feel depressed
X CRAMPS SUCK
X I need to read 65 pages from a book for english by This thrusday! (And reading is hard for me because of my Dislexia (sp?))
X Chris Daughtry is an okay singer.
X That kindergardener's are lucky they have a nap time during school.
X and last but not least! Eating breakfast in the morning is important! >DDD

Okay! I'm done!

Love ya!
Jen Jen