i blew it.

So today at school is twinkie day. like dress like another person. twins basically.
There is this guy that goes here who I really dont talk to in real life but on myspace we talk so much. Well he told me yesterday that we should both wear our MCR shirt. I then went on to tell him that i needed a picture with him f or my blog on myspace.

K, so first period bell rings and i walk out the building. He is waiting for me. Once i see him he does his hands like *ta da* and at that moment, i was so nervous, and it was awkward I just said, "My camera died D:" And he was like "okk."

I'm such a pansy and a screw up. seriously that was my shot.

What makes it worse was that i really like this guy and i kinda think he likes me back. Its just i dont know how to describe this. i really want to just cry.