My Life So Far...

I don't know where else to write, but I needed somewhere to just get things out... and decided I haven't been on here in a while..
I moved to Oklahoma.. I dumped my boyfriend of 2 years... I'm now talking to my friend Justin again (oh, what do I mean by again? I never stopped) but I'm thinking of moving to Illinois to be with him because he is the love of my life... I haven't cut in over 8 months, and I no longer have the urge to kill myself. But I did find out that I have depression.. a really bad case...
that's why I don't do the things I used to do... like come on here..
anyways, I love you guys, you're like family to me.. you really helped me through a lot, thanks :))