Dear Diary: Day 4 | Fanmix

Post a ficmix or a fanmix.

I dunno about where you guys live, but up here in Canada it's getting real cold. It's been like 10 degrees Celsius, but there's been a chilly wind that feels like winter. Summer songs, to me, are always super upbeat and happy, so I always gravitate towards the slower songs that you can just hang out in a coffee shop while listening to in the fall. Or study to, since who has time to sit in a coffee shop while they're in school. I would have loved to do a ficmix for someone's story, but I didn't know what story to do so I technically did a 'fanmix'. People can be fans of fall. It's a thing guys, just go with it.

I was too lazy to make this one one 8tracks, so you can find it on Spotify




I think that possibly, maybe I'm falling for you
Yes there's a chance that I've fallen quite hard over you.
I've seen the waters that make your eyes shine
Now I'm shining too
Because I've fallen quite hard over you


And why do you sing Hallelujah
If it means nothing to you
Why do you sing with me at all?


I'll come around
If you ever want to be in love
I'm not waiting, but I'm willing if you call me up
If you ever want to be in love
I'll come around


Hold on, darling
This body is yours,
This body is yours and mine
Well hold on, my darling
This mess was yours,
Now your mess is mine


'Cause it's too cold
For you here and now
So let me hold
Both your hands in the holes of my sweater


It's only half past the point of no return
The tip of the iceberg, the sun before the burn
The thunder before the lightning and the breath before the phrase
"Have you ever felt this way?"


Momma once told me
You're already home where you feel loved
I am lost in my mind
I get lost in my mind


And I'll shiver like I used to
And I'll leave him just for you
And I'll shiver like I used to
Just for you


Birds are leaving over autumn's ending
One of us will die inside these arms
Eyes wide open, naked as we came
One will spread our ashes 'round the yard


They say everything it happens for a reason
You can be flawed enough, but perfect for a person
Someone who will be there for you when you fall apart
Guiding your direction when you're riding through the dark


When the whole world fits inside of your arms
Do we really need to pay attention to the alarm?
Wake up slow, mm, wake up slow


I don't know where I belong
I don't know where I went wrong
But I can write a song
I belong with you, you belong with me, you're my sweetheart


In the morning when I wake
And the sun is coming through,
Oh, you fill my lungs with sweetness,
And you fill my head with you


Sweetheart, what have you done to us?
I turned my back and you turned to dust
What have you done?



I really want to work on some stories but I'm stuck in such a weird writer's block thing. I have a ton of contest/challenge entries to get done and I have like 8 stories to comment on for judging contests, but I'm having a super hard time. I'm gonna power through the MM entry comments tonight so I can comment on the stories for my contest either tonight/tomorrow/sometime this weekend.

And maybe I'll update my stories one day. I still really want to write The Fallen but I'm having a terrible time trying to write it.

I dunno guys, something has to happen sometime, right?