Day 20 || Stress

OMG. ONE MORE DAY UNTIL I AM A RACONTEUR. I CAN DO THIS. I CAN DO THIS.

Day twenty.

What’s stressing you out in your life right now?

LOTS OF THINGS. LOTS.

1) College. I have to write an essay and fill out applications and blah blah blah and I just want to skip all of this and go to the part where I graduate from high school and am in a good college and yeah. It's just very stressful.

2) Cheerleading. I'm not happy with my role on the team and I just want to quit but I also don't because I truly do love cheer and I want to keep doing it, I just don't want to continue on like this.

3) Boys. Ugh. All I have to say is that I think I love my best friend and I think I have for a while but he just . . . doesn't. And I don't think he'll ever feel the same way so I have to pretend that I don't love him while he dates all these girls and yeah. It sucks. And I feel like everyone knows I love him but me.

Anyways. Those are my 3 main stresses. That's all.

BYEEEEEEE.