Numb

That's all I can feel right now is numbness. I don't know what to do right now. I'm exhausted but I know I'm not going to be sleeping any time soon. How can someone just walk away from things? 2 months ago he proposed, now we're not together any more. Maybe we never should have even gotten back together? I just don't know right now. I love him so much and I feel like my heart has been ripped out of my chest. I just wish I knew what to do. Maybe feeling numb is the best thing for me, I don't know