Cried and Now I Feel Like Writing Again

Well I had my weekly breakdown today but this time I feel a lot better, albeit tired

verrrrrrrrrrrry tired

however I feel like writing! Especially my story Punishment. I think I'll work on the next chapter tonight.

I probably should be working on the shit ton of stupid hw I have piled up but fuck it... I can't think about that shit anymore atm. It actually gives me this really weird feeling to think about it; like I can taste bile in my mouth. Lmao. It's this weird form of anxious imagery I think. I'm so ready for this semester to be over!

I feel so relieved ever since I finished crying. i actually feel like not all fear of anxiety and insecurity and all that for once. thank god!!

hmm okay i'm going to go write now!

if you're reading this... i hope you have a gr8 night