Chalk

I have a big blackboard in my room that I made myself with blackboard paint, intending to use it to write lyrics etc. on all the time. Only so far, all I've done to it is written some of Gotye's lyrics on it when it first went up, as I knew I needed them somewhere in my room for reasons (they're fucking beautiful, okay?), and some Bowie lyrics after he passed.

So right now all it has is the following:



This leaves me with about half a board left. And I'm not sure if I want to erase what I have and start fresh. I've just been in such a mood lately, you know?

I really want to put some of the lyrics to HIM's song One Last Time up there, only, it feels too personal a thing to write for all who come into my room to see. This song reminds me really strongly of the last night me and my last ex spent together after we'd broken up, in one another's arms. I really wanna put this on there, because I'm feeling it right now:



Or maybe something else entirely. Like Northern Downpour by Panic! At the Disco, because those are some beautiful lyrics.

I'll have to think about it. I feel very uninspired lately but with a need to get something out. It's a terrible feeling.