Waking

Let’s start off with the fact that I believe I am having a Spiritual Awakening. So in turn i want to write down how i feel, what i might be thinking about in the moment and other crazy ideas.
I have always thought or imagined the most far out there stuff about humans, aliens or anything supernatural. What kind of possibilities there could be about the world and life itself? I wondered about what other higher level could there be? if that at all. I always thought that there was much more to everything than what it seems.
I didn’t really have a religion, I didn't know what to think and kind of learnt some stuff, but didn't want to stick with that. It didn’t really settle right with me, I still felt like there was something missing. In my 23 years of life i have had my share of having some experiences that’ll lead me to believe that anything could be possible
In those categories. A open mind and a open heart was what I tried to mostly have. Never thinking about having an open spirit, deeply connecting to my true inner self and taking the time to really get to know myself. All the ins and outs there was to know about I. I had spent my entire beginning of my life thinking and looking no further than my own grasp (well I did think about other people’s feelings but never really actually putting myself in their shoes). Not until recently when I started to look at everything with new eyes, dealt with situations and continues too with a more centered mindset. I'm trying to be more connected with everything and learning to use certain tools to help me stay grounded. Life can be hard at times but it honestly doesn't last forever, I believe that we have to make the absolute best of what hand we was dealt with. We need to be creative, resourceful, compassionate and understanding about all of life and what it has to offer. Be the very best you that there is and do what you're meant to be doing till the time runs out, then transition from there. It's like clockwork never ending There's always something else after another chapter, with old comes new. It still hasn't hit me yet how our universe is basically never ending, there's a lot out there in our bug planet and beyond that too. Alot we don't know about, we still continue to discover new things over time. So who's to say that there's a limit on what can be out there or not? Who's to say that something is impossible? Why do we not think of ourselves as being something amazing? Their has to be more than just our life forms here on earth out there in the universe. If there's anything that I've learned about our planet is that life can survive and thrive in any condition, so why can't it do so out there on some other planet? on earth life has adapted and evolved to live in extreme conditions if needed be. Then that should be the case with everything else, why try and cut it short (if you know what I mean.) This connects to being spiritually open and connected to more just simple things. Everything in the universe has to be taken into consideration as well when you think about it. If everything on earth is connected then why can't the rest of the galaxy be too? Stop thinking only about what's right in front of you and try to see/think about things that are further out there. Sort of like stop being self involved, look at the bigger here. I'm still learning to not short mind myself and be open to what's out there. Rather than worrying about irrelevant issues