I've been contemplating writing a blog for a while now, but have refrained from doing so because of personal reasons. I've been seriously doubting myself and my place within this universe. Doesn't that sound extremely dramatic?!
I've recently started up therapy again, only had one session thus far, but at least that ball is rolling. I've been taking everything people say way to personal. I continuously think that I've done things wrong and I've been dwelling on the past, which is never a good thing, is it? I'm teaching myself to think differently and process things differently, but Rome wasn't build in one day and old habits do die hard. I'm just done waiting around for life's lemons to turn into lemonade, which I wasn't doing, but after what feels like an eternity of fighting against these mental health problems and massive migraines/cluster headaches, you grow tired. I'm still a long way away from my goal, but I'm getting there, slowly but surely.
I'm on a roll with these gifs, aren't I?! I just feel they come in handy this time around. Anyhow, I'm trying my best to get back into the swing of things here on Mibba. I have about 5 story ideas, all of which I am currently planning the story line, mapping out which route the characters take. I've made a different blog about these stories about a few months ago and if you are curious, please check that out here.
Now, I'm off to bed as it's late and I'm tired and I'm emotionally tired.
