Student

So I should be finding out by Friday if I'm going to be a student again and if I am, if my studies are covered by financial aid.

I made the decision shortly after I made the decision to get help for myself. Which is a big step forward for me, but I'm also very afraid that I'm going to take a huge leap backwards, because it's something that happens from time to time.

I want to believe I'll graduate, but I'm also afraid I'll drop out and be stuck with nothing but a mound of student loan debt to show for it.

I'm going for my BA in Creative Writing though, so at least it's something I'm good at and interested in. I told my roommate about it today after I got off the phone and he started laughing because it's a BA in Liberal Arts and he said to me, "so now you're one of those kids whose in college for the sake of being in college."

I couldn't help but laugh, I really do love the kid haha, I swear.