Fed Up.

Once again, Josh flipped out on me because I told hiim I was going to be spending the night with my best friend tomorrow. Basically he called me a whore for the 10th time and thinks im going to blow another dude. I flipped out on the phone with him and told him I was done with him. I cannot do this any longer. I'd rather live in my car for the week then deal with his ass. I'm actually going to include the text message too.



I'm just drained. He has fully drained all energy from me. I cannot do this any longer. I have finally ended it. I'm sure he's going to text me tomorrow thinking things are peachy, but no. I'm gonna stand my ground. I can't be with someone who treats me this shitty. It's so wrong to hang out with my best friend apparently.

I cannot keep dating someone that treats me this badly. I want to be with someone who doesn't care what I do. Who says go have fun when I want to do something. Not keep me on their leash. Anyways, I'm going to avoid restraining orders unless it's needed. I doubt I have enough evidence anyways. Guess being terrified of someone doesn't mean anything.

But he's on his own. I quit. I'll be stronger than ever once this is finished.