Dammit

More injections in the morning.

The first time wasn't terrible, I'm just not looking foword to it again. They sting. I hate needles. I'm just a pansy; I'll be fine.

I just wish I didn't have this stupid disease. I just want it to be over.
I feel horrible for being so dramatic. I'm far luckier than most.

I don't want to get my blood tested, either. That's an even bigger needle. I passed out last time. Fuck. I'm such a wimp.

I'm scared that when I get tested they'll find something else. I don't want diabetes like my mother. I don't want even more needles every day. I could have anything. Stupid compromised immune system.

I've found that you guys make me feel worth. I love you all. You make me better! =] If anyone EVER has anything they want to talk about, listening is my favourite thing. I mean it. Confide in me.

I'm so dizzy.

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