Late Night Catch Up

Oh goodness, it’s been such a long time since I was truly active on here. It’s a little upsetting because Mibba was my first home -- before LiveJournal, InsaneJournal, before I started roleplaying and even found my true niche in the Marvel fandom. And despite my lack of updates or socialness, I always make a point to check on things once a month. And, every month, I tell myself I’m going to be a more active player on here ….obviously, that hasn’t happened yet and it’s just one those things I tell myself so I sleep easier at night. Maybe next month, especially since I’m making a post now.

Hmm, let’s see. What’s going on with me? So much has happened since I last posted -- actually, I don’t even think I’ve updated the one person I still do talk to on here on half the things going on in my life right now. To my defense, we’re friends on fb and insta so I kinda just assume you know everything. I’ll work on that Steff! Promise <3 I miss chatting with you all the time. Playing favorites aside and more update wise: I have a lot of new stuff in my life.

I have a new job. Previously I worked at the local grocery store. I bounced around between being a lead cashier and a supervisor, but the part was always the same, it was just the amount of power I had to send people home. I was seriously injured while working there, but not long before that I was in a serious car accident (not seriously injured, thankfully). Now I work at a casino as a lead in the cage. Which, would be fantastic if I worked day shift. I’m currently a graveyard girl, which sucks when I bring to my next topic. I have a boyfriend. Not a crush or a fling, but something serious. We actually met at the casino (he was a security guard there) and it went from a Harry Potter marathon to us ...becoming an us.

And I bought a car! I bought a real car, all on my ownsome. Which is super exciting, although I haven’t been driving it much lately. I recently tore my calf muscle and I’ve been bouncing around between being home (I live with my boyfriend) and working day shift in audit. It’s given me a chance to think and make some decisions or play on some ideas to a future decision. Which has been great for my mental health, but terrible for my bank account. #cryingrealtears

I’ve been writing, mostly in my head but also a lot in my phone’s notepad and in my google docs. I actually think I have a couple of handwritten notes as well ...somewhere. I should find that. I did phase out of roleplaying tho. While I know it’s a permanent thing, I like to hope it’s just temporary. I still make characters and profiles and I keep my cdj updated (reminds me, I need to go in an update a few things), but I haven’t actively pursued any games or even psls. A few days ago I started working on my fic, I mean like actually working on it and once I post this, I’m going back to that. Speaking of, what’s good in the fanfic these days? At least on Mibba? I know on AO3 and Tumblr, it’s the same old (all slash, all the time).

You know, I’m watching Supernatural while I write this (catching up, really) and can we just talk about how crappy Dean is to Castiel? I mean, they’re supposed to be best friends/brothers and yet, Dean is just awful. I get it’s because he’s afraid and he’s terrible at showing his emotions (RE: Sam, Bobby, Claire, Jody, etc), but seriously. #stopitdean

Is Supernatural fic still a thing? I still have a few I’ve started and pulled together ...maybe I should bring them back to life. I mean, I’m going too, but would there be any interest in them?

Also, I lost the ‘writing project’ thing I was doing ...so I don’t think I’ll be continuing that. Ooops. Now where was I going with this post? We played catch up, I talked about writing. I’ve been playing Sims a lot lately. It’s different on a Xbox compared to the computer, but I’ve adapted.

Well, since I can't remember where I was going and what else I wanted to blab about, I'm gonna head back to working on my fic. The boyfriend is going to go to bed soon, so I also want to annoy him for a little bit since I'll be up later.

Catch me up with what's going on, tell me what's hip and awesome -- pass long some good fics, books, songs ...everything. I want to be in the loop again.

xoxo