Diagnosis.

It has been a hot minute since I've checked in. How are you doing Mibba? I wish I came back bearing good news of less depressive episodes and more happy days but alas...

I want to talk to you guys about some serious shit. The last blog post I made on here spoke about my sepsis infection and how I ended up in the hospital. Well, life got way more chaotic after that. Let me tell you how much it's sucked.

Started with the hospital trip, my diabetes was out of control my A1C is a 9.2 which is bad. I'm now on two types of insulin-like four times a day. (ouch.) My doctor recommended I see a therapist for my anxiety and depression.

Well, I was diagnosed with PTSD there, but I'm getting ahead of my story. My PCP also was talking to me about the fact I have chronic pains in my back and hips. X-rays showed I have degenerative discs in my lower back, Spine narrowing in my upper back and mild scoliosis in my center back between my shoulders.

I was also diagnosed with Lupus and Rheumatoid arthritis.

Diagnosis: My body hates me and I'm in chronic pain 24/7

I miss you Mibba. I truly do. How are you?