Why is this happening to me! -__-'

this is f***ing horrible! MCR are having a show in Austria right now and I wasn't able to go there cause my parents don't have time to go there with me -_______-' and the worst part is that some of my friends, my brother and his friends are there. And I'm sitting here in my house in Slovenia, and being all sad :( this is just awful for me I have always dreamt of going to a MCR show, and now I got the opportunity but couldn't go :( . So that's why I feel like crap right now...Has something like this ever happened to any of you guys?