How can things get any worse

I had to wake up at 2 to change times and then I find out that my girlfriend breaks up with me there goes my summer plans *sigh* this is what she wrote

dave,
this is the hardest email i've had to write in a long time..so here goes.
I love you dave and you know that. but it hurts to love you because i can
never see you. and i barely talk to you anymore because both of our
schedules are busy. now that basketball is starting, it's going to be even
harder to talk to you. what i'm trying to say is that i think we need to
take a break. and i know i'm stupid by doing this through email, but i can't
tell this to you on the phone cuz it hurts too much. But it makes me sad
that i can't see you or hardly talk to you. I'm not telling you this because
i have another boyfriend or whatever. it's because it needed to be done.
this isn't fair for either of us. i don't know about you, but i want a
normal relationship. i want one where i can hold your hand and hug you. but
i know i can't do that and that's why i'm doing this. i just can't do this
anymore because it hurts me too much inside. i love yoiu soo much and not
being able to talk to you or see you is the worst. i hope you can understand
dave. i'm sorry...

I will always miss her I don't feel like going online today so message me I'll get back to you whenever..