gaaah... i hate when this happens.

in drama today this guy came in to talk to us about university (im in college) and it was all very well and good, but you know... i dont know what i wanna do with my life, let alone what i should take at uni, if im even going to uni! its like.. i have to make life changing decisions this year already and i dont know what to do! i found it hard enough applying for college... XD

*sigh* i really dont know what to do with my life... =[ i mean... i want to be a drummer, in a band, but im not that good at drumming and i dont have a band at all and im 17, and people who are in bands are in them since like...14 or something. and id like to be a writer, but idk what kind, like stories or journalism, and im not that awesome anyway. and oh yeah, ive just decided itd rock to be a comic actress, like... in comedies. but hey, all this counts for nothing when i dont even know what i want. i feel like im wasting time and my life is gonna go and itll be too late to do what i want to...