Okay I'm in love with a guy I can never have, and it hurts, it hurts real bad. It seams like his name fallows me every where. Everywhere I go I see his name on something, or I hear it. And its fucking driving me crazy. I know I can never have him, and I know for a fact he has no clue who the fuck I'm. He's like ten years older than me, and plus he engaged. I hope that chick knows what she has. She better not break his heart, or I will track down the bitch and kill her. He's so perfect to me! I know he has his flaws, but thats what makes him, him. So I love him for it. You know that song by Taylor Swift 'Teardrops On My Guitar'? Well if you don't heres the lyrics
"Drew looks at me, I fake a smile so he won't see
That I want and I'm needing everything that we should be
I'll bet she's beautiful, that girl he talks about
And she's got everything that I have to live without
Drew talks to me, I laugh cause it's so damn funny
That I can't even see anyone when he's with me
He says he's so in love, he's finally got it right,
I wonder if he knows he's all I think about at night
[Chorus:]
He's the reason for the teardrops on my guitar
The only thing that keeps me wishing on a wishing star
He's the song in the car I keep singing, don't know why I do
Drew walks by me, can he tell that I can't breathe?
And there he goes, so perfectly,
The kind of flawless I wish I could be
She'd better hold him tight, give him all her love
Look in those beautiful eyes and know she's lucky cause
[Repeat Chorus]
So I drive home alone, as I turn out the light
I'll put his picture down and maybe
Get some sleep tonight
He's the reason for the teardrops on my guitar
The only one who's got enough of me to break my heart
He's the song in the car I keep singing, don't know why I do
He's the time taken up, but there's never enough
And he's all that I need to fall into..
Drew looks at me, I fake a smile so he won't see."
That's how kind of feel like I have to fake everything. And if you know me you know I hate fakes. I just want him to know how I feel, even if he doesn't feel the same about me. It kills me inside to know he will never know. I never Knew love could hurt this much.
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