i think ive broken my toe...

ive broken my little toe before and a couple of fingers, knuckles, etc... but its my middle toe...
i was walking downstairs and it was really hurting to be walked on so i took off my sock and had a look

this is so gross. it bends backwards. like, up. and hurts like a mofo even more when you do that.

thats never happened to me before i really think ive fucking snapped the bone when i was too cold to even FEEL my feet or ive dislocated it or something it really hurts ;_;

and noones home... when i got it i phoned my mum to tell her i was in and she told me she went to my nans (whos in a home. autheimers.) and my nan is really ill and my mum got a phone call to go there

and my toe hurts im actually crying i havent cried in over a month and i think ive snapped the bone, if i wasnt so hungry id be sick, but i need to eat this sandwich... it bent up like... at the joint. like.. a swinging door it can go either way and IT HURTS LIKE A MOFO omg im so worried i love my feet! what if it sets funny?? itll look so horrible!

dont be weirded by that being more important to me than the pain. im a bit of a masochist so i dont mind the pain mostly, and i LOVE my feet. like.. foot fetish love them... theyre all pretty and i do ballet..

omg i have dance on saturday *cries*