yay.... happy 2 months, honey

ok so yeah last night i had some fun
had a couple drinks with a few friends no big deal
so i dont think my boyfriend is too happy that i was with my friends and didn't call him
I DID CALL HIM!!!!
i talked to him a little bit and told him it was a girls night
and that i was sorry
well i called him earlier and told him about last night and how it was fun
i told him i missed him and they wouldnt let me call him back
well that was at 1pm
he said he would call me back
its fucking 11pm
WTF?!!!!
its our two month
and then he tells me he was texting his effing ex-gf all last night
MUTHER FUCKER
i mean honestly
does he want me to be mad at him
i even bought him his christmas present yesterday
a frickin $40 silver necklace
ive put my ass on the line for him a lot
and he honestly doesnt care
hes soo immature!
i wanna break up with him but then when we start to talk i cant do it
i lvoe him, i really do but hes been pissing me off soo much lately
i dont know what the hell im going to do