Just thinking......... urgh i hate having time to think........

wel its just another boring day in the life of me.... really bored. wen im bored i have time to think.... really dont like thinking :'( im still waitin for my jackson flying v. well might aswel type about my love for bullet....
I LOVE BULLET FOR MY VALENTINE. THEIR MUSIC ROCKS! TO ME NOONE CAN SING LIKE MATT TUCK.... N NOONE CAN SCREAM LIKE JASON JAMES. MOST PEOPLE WOULD PROBABLY SAY TRIVIUM ARE WAY BTR THAN BULLET BUT TO ME.... I LOVE BULLET MORE. MATT TUCK..... SOOOO FIT... ANYWAY IV NVR ACTUALLY MET THEM. HOPEFULLY I WILL SOON SO THEYLL KNOW HOW MUCH I LOVE THEM. I SOUND A A PSYCO TYPIN THIS BUT THATS ME.... THE METAL, SELF HATING, BITCH, MOODY, SENSITIVE, ROCKER PSYCO...
well thats enough of that for now... anyway most people think thats wat i am even tho they dont even know me. n that really hurts. noone knows how hurt i am inside. they dont know y. they dont even try to understand. but i guess thats just how life is... u get hurt then u die. most people say i need help... but my anser is.... fuck off. they just hav no idea of wat goes on in my life. im gonna stop now cuz thinking and typin about it jst makes my heart feel like its about to explode...
Ale[x]is