THIS IS NOT A RANT ABOUT HOW UGLY I AM.
Hmm... I was never quite so sure how to spell it, and I'm still not so sure that it's right.
I couldn't be happier with my body. It's so odd because most people are so self cautious.
But when it comes to my face... ew.
My boyfriend helps me overcome that. And my friends.
But I can't see what makes me so damn beautiful!
On thursday, I went to my friend's house and my four other friends were there as well.
We were talking about everything and spilling secrets.
All of them; we were crying so damn hard.
My friend Sarah brought up the subject of beauty.
Most people are self cautious. Sarah was.
Everyone there was.
And then I said I was.
All of them are pretty beautiful.
But then they freaked out and said that I shouldn't be.
And they praised me.
And said that Seth-- my boyfriend --- was lucky.
And they told me that I was beautiful.
I... didn't know what to say.
I can't see myself in the mirror as beautiful, or appealing.
Seth's friends were depressed because they couldn't ask me out.
What's wrong with my point of view?
I love my body, besides all of the hair...
But my face is hideous to me.
I don't know what is wrong.
Self Caution.
April 8th, 2007 at 05:48am