Uggh

Either a early morning or late night, i don't know what going on with me. I have a short ammount of time to do all of this in.

I love my family I swear I do but at times I just can't stand them:
Sister: she's one of those kids that you make fun of she has a speech problem and she's barely has any friends. She the one that I'm scared that she's commit suicide because of all the teasing.
Mom: she is good but she kinda tries to hard to be my friend I love her but she has to be my mom
Dad: I love my dad he is the only person I really talk to.. he's my hero

I don't think I have problems, but other people think that I do, I like to be loud and cherry to hide everything that I have to go through.

My friends:
Y: I help her with her relationship with a boy that doesn't deserve her.
G: We're still a little shaky after a falling out in the eight grade, but I know I can trust her
J: She helps me laugh
J: I talk to her about my cheerfulness, and my anime obsession
T: we discuss Harry Potter and Music she's my AVID buddy she has ideas but is to scared to do anything.
and finally
J.B: she is my best friend we can go for not talkign for six months and pick up the conversation right where we left off.

I like to think that I have a future, but I have a feeling that I don't.

XOXO
SavingRi