The good girl she thought she was...kissed him back

You maybe believe only the things you hear but I believe things I see and things I experience. In this case I do believe if I had sex with him he'd be mine right now. I believe if I let his hands move further I wouldn't be the same person I am now. I'm old enough to make my own choices and I know what I would've changed if I could go back to that night. I would make him mine. I would make him want more. I want to feel his hands on my skin; I want to feel the touch of his tounge on mine again. I want to shake uncontrolably when he puts his hands on my hips. I want to feel like I belong to someone, the night we almost had sex. I love him and no one has ever made me feel like that before and I want to know that feeling again. I want to get to know that feeling. I want to know him inside and out. I just want to be his.