I'm looking for a story

Hey guys it's me i'm not sure if any of you know where this story has gone but it's about Frank Iero and Gerard Way falling in love. What a cliche? well it's not. The story begins with Gerard and Frank getting raped by the headteacher of their school. Then they fall in love and they get married. Gerard does coke in a public bathroom with Alicia after she runs away from mikey after he beats her up. They then have sex. If any of you know where the story is or who the author is can you tell me. I know you will think of this as spam but the story is very close to my heart as it was the first frerard i ever read and i would like to read it again so that i can remember why i started writing frerards. thank you Trinityblack.