Paramore concert

Oh my God.
AM i right ?

im assuming most of you here have been to concerts ? most of you here have moshed ? most of you here have experienced the most pure, incredible moments just shouting and jumping, being crazy and listening to decent music, hardly able to breath, watching the word "PARAWHORE" on your bruised arm rub off slowly in the sweat ? most have you have not stopped smiling the entire time even when your in incredible pain just because its so FUCKING AMAZING =] ?

yeh ?

that night we went up to brixton (scared shitless might i add) in oonagh's mum's car wondering weather or not to take in our hoodies. lol, yes it was our first time. oonagh and i in our brightly coloured skinnies, ready and raring to mosh, fears of getting stabbed or killed becoming more and more real. the streets of brixton were just like any other part of London, dirty and littered, smelling like somethng you just cant quite put your finger on. it was COLD. oh my goodness it was cold. a vest top i had on, so i didnt get too hot inside but for the next hour we had to queue outside ! looking at the devoted fans at the front, being pushed agaist the metal gates that seperated them from geting to warmth i watched longingly as they had a nice fag. when we reached the back more people kept standing behind us untill we were in the iddle of the line, not at the back. thousands of people standing outside and i looked at Michelle who was with us, with her boobs hanging out, wondering if her nipples were colder than mine. hmmm

when we finally got inside we were jumping about like crazy. it was so exciting ! Oonagh wanted to get a t-shirt but i wanted to go straight in so we could get near the front and i told her se could get it after. we walked up some stairs and some boys stopped us.
"who you here for ?" they shouted above the noise of excited teens.
"Paramore !"
"Dam ! no-ones here for New Found GLory !" (NFG were playing with Paramore)
"hmm.."
"OH MY GOD !" said one of the boys, peering into my face, maing me uncomfortable. "are you the girl that plays Cassie of "Skins" ??"
HAHA great. i look like that anorexic (but hot!) psycho who everybody loves off that crude tv programme that explores the lives of of lower/middle class kids growing up, fighting sexuality, school, parents, sex and chavs o_O
awesome =P pure entertainment that tv is
"erm, no im not"
"woah ! yu sure look like her !" (turns to mate with vile acne convering the larger portion of his face) "dont she look like cassie off skins ?"
We walked away.

**about a half hour later**

in there. listening to some support band who no-one knew than name of. close to the front.
the carling academy. thats where we were. TiNY ! could see every detail about the band ! no-one was really moshing yet.

*another half hour*

WOW ! into it now ! couldnt breath ! one girl in front of oonagh snapped her ankle ! i started to stop enjoying it as the pain grew larer than the excitement and then.. he came

just put his arms around me and whispered "your ok" to me

his name was craig and he was so sweet and hot ! =P

he shouved all these large guys off me and we moshed but it was differnt. before it was real scary but he made me feel safe. CLICHÉ alert ! im not normally all into love and relationships and stuff- i normally do the HOOKING UP thing,, flings, yu no ?- but i duno.. it was different some how.

Oonagh was angry. i dont know why. she called me a slag.

it anoyed me cos if it happened to her it would have been fine

she has these "morals" that she lives by

and i end up just agreeing with her

i mean overall,, i guess im the .. "leader" of our group.

im outgoing and a lil bossy o_O

which isnt good but i gues its the way it is. i dont tell everyone what i do so i duno..

blah ! but the point is for some reason ill just agree with oonagh. it used to be cos i fancied her but now i just DO.

*raises eyebrows*

so anyway the concert. oonagh fell unconcious and i was afraid id lose her so i crowd surfed after her. leaving craig behind..

i wish id got his number and sometimes i blame oonagh for it which is so unfair and i know that but.. blah i duno.

gonna leave it here ,, been writing for ages.

xox