your opinion what is that? just a different point of view. . .

im really upset : (
today has just not been my day i guess.
first off my shetland is ill. i think its just old age, hes about thirty six. but yesterday he was lying down and he couldnt get up on his own. it happened again this morning. i cant stand to see him like that. . . what if hes in loads of pain? i love him so much, but i dont know what to do.

also today during english, this guy turned to me and said " your well fat".

i froze and this horrible feeling ripped through me. i know im fat. i just wanted to get up and run out. i really couldnt stand it. i wanted to get a knife and slice at every inch of myself, to rid myself of all the fat.

but now i shall go to bed

and tomorrow will be a new day

xoxoxoxoxoxo