- I want my boyfriend back.
- I want Suzi back.
- I want Amber back.
- I want Liam back.
- I want him back.
- I want yesterday back.
I've fucked up. I don't know where to begin.
Remember my boyfriend that I was with for over 2 years? He has someone else. He may have treated me like shit but I'm crushed.
I was feeling self destructive. I went and slept with one of my friends. However by doing this I think I've got more then I bargined for. I don't know how I feel about him now and I've feeling very confused.
One of my best friends has branded me a slag for doing this. However, if I'm honest this is the last thing on my mind. I am so messed up in my head at the moment that I'm not sure I can take much worse. The last time I felt this bad was because of Him.
I feel sick.
I'm going to skip photography tomorrow morning. I need to go to that place that reminds me most of a little bit of heaven on earth. I've never shown it to anyone.
I think I'm going to do something I regret tonight.
Self destructive??
March 13th, 2008 at 01:22am