GORGE YOURSELF

Bleh... Life so meaningless yet appetizing all in one... I hate it but I cant get enough of it. I fall before I can walk; boundaries enclosed in a shapeless box of nothingness and here we are in a utopia so close to ours that distorts reality. I am tired... of the illusions of our world. Nothing ever seems quite real... my flesh, my body, my sight... seems so vaguely surreal... keep dreaming, dream well, dream the endless journey of what we call life...Greed, a yearning to be popular, famous, known; a human manifestation that is automatic such as breathing. Disguising itself in many forms, it is not always evident or recognized. Resistance is a laugh, each and every one of us wants something! From materialistic possession to digitally based items, even personal desires. A goal is set until we reach it, and then that goal is expanded, wanting more then the original goal intended. Social networking websites... a perfect example of a world we live upon. If there was no greed, why must we defraud or prey upon? Is it not you wanting more then you already desire? Do those people care about how others, such as lowlifes, feel? Do they care about who they step on in order to reach that goal? I think not! It is all about the lies we hide, excuse me, I mean digitally based information that are not even worth anything in the real world, especially when one doesn't even know or care about the individual. It is sad, actually. Swindling takes 100% more of time for it to be effective then making friends the honest way. What is it for? Power, for status, or just jealously? Something I may never find out...

[I'm sure this all doesn't make sense. Another night of ranting that has been set free for the first time.]