Ridiculous

Have you ever felt like there's nothing left? Like things hold no meaning anymore but you keep going because you don't have anything else to do or you don't know what else to do. Sometimes life gets so fucked up that you can't stand it. The feeling where everything is spiraling away from you when you're trying to hold it together. The everyone thinks your fine when you're really falling apart and you're afraid to let people to know that you're upset because it'll ruin the image that everyone sees. The image that you're happy and confident and fear nothing. That image under which you hide the real you that's barely holding, barely breathing.
Yeah welcome to my life.