I should be dead

so I am reminded that life is way to short to be petty.

I was in a pretty nast car accident, my car is likely to be totaled, considering it's an excellent condition 06 that makes the damage intense. The other driver ran a red light and t-smashed my drivers side. Luckily I was the only one in my car. Ha and they always want to blame the young driver, well it was the mid aged driver this time I did nothing wrong.

I am fairing very well considering just soreness and back pain. I have drugs to help with those, in legal prescription doses of course.

But anyway life is way to short, way to fragile to stress stupidity, to worry and be held back by lamers. I stole that word from a dear friend , but I love it. The lamers try to keep me down but I will rise up and take on the world.

so I should be dead but there's gotta be some reason I am not, and I am going to figure out that and make the most of the time I do have.

Daydreams and destressing is nice, but taking actual action is something entirely different.

I want to take action, dream, but act on them as well.