reality check

Oh my God.
I had a major reality check a couple of days ago.

so here's what happened:
i was at the spring show for our school's drill team on saturday
it's the last time they perform together

everyone was very emotional about the seniors leaving
and then i realized damn i'm graduating next year!
there are so many people i haven't effected
so many lives i haven't changed

i want people to remember me and be sad that i'm leaving
these girls have done so much and i've done so little

i'm not ready for this at all
oh jeez