acctually i dont even get that journal name.
anyway im ment to be doing art. . . but nahhh, i already did loads, and im tired.
i had PE today. it was good. me and Gaby get special treatment :D in other words we are too bad at tennis/couldnt give crap about it, so we get to play badminton instead!
but there is one thing that has ruined my day/ week/rest of year (or just a long time) i have to give up my horse =[ because (yess it takes A LOT to admit this to myself) i simply dont have the strength to ride him anymore. and he deserves better. *sob*
i went out on a beautiful ride when i came home from school today. . . the sun was shining and it was just me and Bill, and all i could hear was the sound of his hoves on the road. so calm.
im going to miss him sooo much.
i suppose i have to think i can have him back. hes only on loan to them. until i get stronger.
but im finding food harder than ever.i never want eat again but i dont want to go to the hospital. . . but i honestly think im past the point of helping myself.
so do my parents.
anyway iv just made myself all upset. silly me.
im going to go hug my sister lots and lots =]
xoxoxox
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