Still Waiting

I have been waiting for days now....for him to make an account so that we might be together once again.....but now its has been about 4-5 days. I am starting to lose hope. I truly love him though. He was there for me during the hardest part of my life. And both of us overcame cutting with each other, well, mostly anyways. We never stopped loving each other. But now...I wonder if it was truly meant to be. I am praying my heart out that he will be on tomorrow. I am absolutely nothing without him. He mended my broken heart. He filled that hole. He made me feel special, and loved me even on my crabbiest of days. I love him SO effing much. But my mom MADE us lose contact....god! I hate that woman...she ruined everything...so typical of her though. I love him though, and if it was meant to be, then I guess it was meant to be.