Believe it or not, I Do Have Feelings.

I have this hunch that everyone thinks I have no feelings. Yeah, I'm sarcastic and random. Yeah, I don't talk about my feelings out loud a lot. Hardly ever. But that doesn't mean that things don't hurt me as much as they may hurt you. I admit, it takes a lot to get me upset. With most situations that teenage girls are like " omg *cries* " over I'm like oh, sweet. I've been through worse, and I know I can still go through worse. I won't let myself feel self pity because everyone is so dramatic and annoying, I feel like I have to level it out or else the world will topple over.

I don't only have one mood. I get sad! I get happy! I'm just not good at expressing my feelings. Every time I do, people just dismiss it. Everyone is so concerned with their own problems, even when they are incredibly dumb. I'm not trying to sound like some righteous bitch, but I am very selfless. I always help people out no matter how stupid the situation. It doesn't give me time to think about myself. And then like, maybe the one time I'll go to someone who I think is my friend for help, they can't handle it or just don't care. It makes me feel like shit.