How can you like so many people at once?

Logan, Todd, Dane?
I love them all so much.
And not just as friends.

Lets start with Dane:
He's amazing.
Gorgeous.
Funny.
He has eyes that I could stare into forever.
Nice.
Available.
Ugh...words can hardly even describe him!
He. Is. Just. Amazing!

Todd:
Nice.
Funny.
Wonderful.
Gorgeous.
Available.

Logan:
Hot.
Funny.
Fun.
Available.
Nice.
Wonderful.
Amazing.

I just don't know what to do.
I like them all.
Practically love them.
Would do anything for them.
I just wish they felt the same way about me.
But I know that wont happen.
I'm just the girl who would rather be around the guys.
The girl who hates half the girls/ people in our school.
The girl, who they would rather fuck around with and get drunk with,
then be in a relationship.

I. Hate. Who. I. Am.