its almost 3:00 in the morning...still here i am in the computer surfing the net...since im done with friendster..i decided to check in my MCRmyPH.com account...and there i saw a topic about MCR's "The Black Parade is Dead!" CD/DVD compilation..again...i've been trying to avoid to see any pics or articles about that..coz knowing the fact that i wont be able to buy or have for i dont have a creditcard...and it im so fucking mad about the fact that i cant have it!!...so i was at the MCRmyPH website..and then i saw a topic about MCR's compilation...and fuck! i saw pictures...and as i was browsing throuigh the topic...i saw pictures..i saw how beautiful the Limited Package is....and seriously, i cried...this is for real...i really cried...knowing the fact that i can only look at it in pictures and that i cant fucking have it!!...
kjsdhfjkshgkjhglksjkl;hsgjklhg!!@!
why does my lofe have to be this way!!!
for once in my life, this is the only thing i am sure of..and that is the fact that "I LOVE MCR" more than anything else...
maybe most of you would be thinking that i am over-reacting or something like that...but hell i care...i know deep in myself that this is something i want so badly..and..that i never wanted anything like this in my whole fucking life...and for those who are also like feeling what im feeling right now and they can understand me...well then thank you!
i want the "THE BLACK PARADE IS DEAD!" Limited Package!!!!!
May 7th, 2008 at 08:39pm