The aftermath IM'ing.

Joey of Suburbia (5:05:22 PM): starting chapter 9, entered journal entry about party
Joey of Suburbia (5:05:29 PM): ...everyone was really gay....
abbeyjewel (5:06:24 PM): ..mrg...
Joey of Suburbia (5:06:48 PM): ...what?
abbeyjewel (5:07:52 PM): mluah
Joey of Suburbia (5:07:52 PM): what?
Joey of Suburbia (5:07:58 PM): poke.
abbeyjewel (5:08:55 PM): I dunno... mluah
Joey of Suburbia (5:08:59 PM): gr.
Joey of Suburbia (5:09:05 PM): ...
Joey of Suburbia (5:09:12 PM): confuzzlement?
Joey of Suburbia (5:09:14 PM): on my part?
Joey of Suburbia (5:09:43 PM): o_o
abbeyjewel (5:10:14 PM): sorry
Joey of Suburbia (5:10:26 PM): its not because of you.
Joey of Suburbia (5:12:01 PM): ...
Joey of Suburbia (5:12:17 PM): ...i feel kinda ghey.
abbeyjewel (5:12:49 PM): maybe 'cause you are?
Joey of Suburbia (5:12:55 PM): HUH?
Joey of Suburbia (5:13:00 PM): COMPLETELY?!!??!
Joey of Suburbia (5:13:05 PM): shit!
abbeyjewel (5:13:37 PM): lol
Joey of Suburbia (5:13:44 PM): ...i am? srsly?
Joey of Suburbia (5:14:27 PM): ???
abbeyjewel (5:15:25 PM): You are Bi
Joey of Suburbia (5:15:38 PM): k.
Joey of Suburbia (5:15:43 PM): precentages?
abbeyjewel (5:16:14 PM): ??
Joey of Suburbia (5:16:35 PM): like, am i 50-50 or like 75-25 or what?
Joey of Suburbia (5:16:43 PM): which do i prefer?
abbeyjewel (5:17:15 PM): I don't know
Joey of Suburbia (5:17:19 PM): oh...
Joey of Suburbia (5:17:50 PM): but like...i want someone who actually wants me for more than just "a cheap gay lay" in the words of edward simon elric.
Joey of Suburbia (5:17:55 PM): [skeletons]
Joey of Suburbia (5:18:38 PM): and i'm scared to go far with people. even just to frenching.
Joey of Suburbia (5:19:18 PM): ...and it's mean, but the reason i wouldn't french justina is cause she's been with a bunch of guys, and like, i easily could've but..i just couldn't.
abbeyjewel (5:20:33 PM): oh
Joey of Suburbia (5:20:37 PM): ...
Joey of Suburbia (5:20:44 PM): *headdesk*
abbeyjewel (5:21:16 PM): I'm sorry?
Joey of Suburbia (5:21:31 PM): ...
Joey of Suburbia (5:21:48 PM): i don't understand mahself sometimes...
Joey of Suburbia (5:22:00 PM): but that's a legitimate reason, right?
Joey of Suburbia (5:22:03 PM): like...
Joey of Suburbia (5:22:07 PM): ...
Joey of Suburbia (5:23:04 PM): ?
abbeyjewel (5:23:35 PM): yeash?
Joey of Suburbia (5:23:39 PM): k...
Joey of Suburbia (5:23:45 PM): cause like...she's given bj's....
Joey of Suburbia (5:24:04 PM): ...
abbeyjewel (5:24:36 PM): yeah
Joey of Suburbia (5:24:42 PM): ...
Joey of Suburbia (5:25:27 PM): and besides, gender aside, i wanna be in a relationship with someone i really want, and like...someone who really likes me and...
Joey of Suburbia (5:25:28 PM): ...
Joey of Suburbia (5:25:30 PM): yeah...
abbeyjewel (5:27:03 PM): I know
Joey of Suburbia (5:27:59 PM): i has loneliness. and confusion. and "omg, i feellike askank, what did i do last night..." but like, it didn't even matter, really.cause it was just goofing around. just a joke. all it ever is...
Joey of Suburbia (5:28:36 PM): like, i want someone to take me seriously and ACTUALLY want me in their pants...and not because i'm the only one there, but because they genuinely want me.
Joey of Suburbia (5:29:25 PM): but nope. i never get taken seriously. i'm always at other peoples' mercy...always getting led around by a fucking leash...getting too goddamn attached, getting false hopes up, and just wind up shitting myself over time after time again.
Joey of Suburbia (5:30:02 PM): ...
Joey of Suburbia (5:30:25 PM): new chapter up.
Joey of Suburbia (5:30:30 PM): it's not that great.
abbeyjewel (5:30:59 PM): I'm sorry...