Between A Rock and a Hard Place

So I have come to a realization today, I am in love with one of my friend’s brothers. I’m not talking about a little crush and I blush when I see him, I’m talking about full blown love. He always finds a way to make me laugh, and I love being around him. I love the little inside jokes that we have. But I know that absolutely nothing will come out of this. I know for a fact that he likes this other girl, who I used to be good friends with, and that it would just be awkward. And it’s weird because he is nothing like any other guys I have ever liked, he’s a good different. He’s given me so much inspiration for my writing right now and he doesn’t even know. When I’m around him I can’t help but have a constant smile on my face. I just wish that we could be more.
June 21st, 2008 at 01:55am