Imma be totally honest, and pertend no one will ever read this.

Is it stupid to be in love with someone? Maybe so. But, love is just a feeling, so I guess the Beatles were wrong. We need more in life than love. Hmhmhm. I guess love isn't stupid, at all. It's us that are stupid. We can't blame love for making us do stupid things. That's like telling a teacher my dog ate my homework. Just another exuse. Seems like people can make up exuses for anything. I cut, I drink? My exuse, I don't know how else to handle the pain. I get out of trouble too easliy. When it comes to my love telling me how much it hurts him, when I hurt me, and I do it really bad, right after I get off the phone with him, and I tell him, and im forgiven in less than a second. Where is the challenge? I guess that sounds bad, yeah, I know it does. I told him that I did. He started laughing, it's not funny, he think's it's a joke. He told me to cut his name into me. And stupid me did. I won't forgive myself for that. My hip now reads L O V E T C. Hopefully that will not be a scar.
I don't want a reminder of feeling this bad.