Life is so messed up!!!!!

For a while my girlfriend has been working so much we havent been able to talk and its killing me inside. Its horrible, i cant stop crying or thinking about how much i miss her. To make everything worse shes now grounded for the next week and i dont have any clue as to how im gonna be happy at all. Shes the only thing that makes me smile and I love her so much. I feel like dying.

When school starts this will all be so much worse. I will have to get a job and she will be getting another so that will make the talking to eachother heartbreaking....

And to top it all off i made a big mistake of actually talking to my mom today about going to see my girlfriend. She said that i needed to stay here and get ready for college and whatever next summer, but ill be 18 and i only really want one thing in life and thats to be with her. My mom said it would be like i was running away but i dont care. Ill probably have to get a friend to take me to the airport and then from there ill decide what i want to do.

SO MUCH DRAMA!!!!
I HATE OUR PARENTS!!!!!!!!
July 29th, 2008 at 05:11am