wrong Wrong WRONG! everything is just wrong!

straight to the point.

yesterday my dad told me that we were moving in with his new girlfriend!
it doesn't sound bad...but it's horrible for me....she lives 1hour away from everything that keeps me alive.

my friends.
my school.
the only place that has a decent music scene around here.

and what really suxks is that i have to move into the suburbs D:
i'm dreading it 100%

don't get me wrong...she's a nice lady...but i'm not sure i wanna move in with her.
she may be able to accept me into her family...
but i don't know if i'm ready to accept her into mine.

my famly of 4 isn't that close...
we haven't had a family meal together in years....
i only see my dad 4 or 5 times a day...
i only talk to him 2 times a day...on a good day.

I haven't had a conversation with him,lasting over 10 mins in 1 year.

however, her family always gets together and is close...

i don't think i can handle 24 hours of family....

oh he also told me they were getting married...
he made the decision without even considering my thoughts on the subject...
that just pissed me off.
even if i wanted to tell him i couldn't...
his girlfriend was right there....

idk....maybe some good will come out of this sitiuation....

later :(

XoXoSTAR