Clocks Tick Down The Seconds You Have To Live

o_o M'kay, I'm thinking that was a weird title to put on this journal, since I'm just about to write about some entirely different topics ...

-sigh- I was looking to open a new word document, but I dunno ... the short-cut to Word is screwed, so I had to go to the recent documents to see if there were any documents there that I could open and ... you know, click the 'new document' button. The only two word doc.'s that were in the recent document folder were two of my online journal entries that I thought I had deleted. Because I have a ... 'real' journal, when I write an online journal here on mibba, I usually copy what I've written and print it out so I can stick it into my 'real' journal. I know this doesn't really seem like a big deal, but I think my dad read them because the documents said that they were last 'modified' when my dad was last on, at about midnight last night. I think the entries were alright; like ... no 'bad' stuff in them. But still, I want privacy from my parents, and I don't think I can get that on this computer. :c

Anyway ... topic change.
Mum had this 'talk' with me today. ._. About what happened when she went to see the Deputy Principal. She just said random stuff like, what they talked about and all that jazz. And then we moved onto the subject of my ... 'problem' that I had at the start of the year. Ugh. Everytime someone brings up the subject of cutting I feel really sick. But anyway ... everything was alright. She didn't check my arms or anything ... She says I might have to go to some er, lady at my school, though. To I dunno ... up my self-esteem or something.

Agh ... I gotta go to bed.

<3 Goodnight.
August 1st, 2008 at 06:24am