how strong do you think i am? (READ if you read my stories)

So, as of tomorrow at about 12 o'clock in the afternoon, eastern standard time, I will be an official camper at Camp Adventure 2008!

As soon as I arrive at registration tomorrow, I won't be back for about a week (the 22nd). I might not be home after the end of Camp anyway, 'cause I might go see my best friend - who I haven't seen in about 3 weeks.

I don't know, I'm really excited about camp and everything - but there's just something wrong...

No, I'm not gonna get homesick lol if that's what you think that's what's gonna be wrong with me. And no, I won't miss my parents (not really, anyway) because I've been away from them for a week for the past 10-11 years (yes, I've been going to camp that long).

I'm gonna miss my best friend's birds though, since I've been babysitting them for her while she was vacationing.

But I'm really going to miss (I already do) my boyfriend, who left for a cruise yesterday.

I don't know why but I really fell hard for this one, ladies and gentlemen. I have this guard up for people trying to...pursue me, not only because of past relationships but I'm usually such an open person. And I usually end up getting hurt in the end anyway.

And we can't really talk for the next two days or so, because of roaming fees for him (the camp is still in the state, but he's WAY outta state). I'll be a little distracted anyway, since I'll be at camp, but I'm so used to talking to him 24/7 - that not talking to him will be the weirdest thing ever.

I don't know, I really just blabbed about a load of junk I didn't need to lol

All in all;
Camp 16th - 22nd.
Miss boyfriend.
Won't be here.
Very excited.

Cheers,
<3xander.
August 16th, 2008 at 01:00am