The strangest feeling in the world.

I get anxious waiting to call her, then my stomach does backflips on the spot. I can't wait to hear her sweet voice coming through the earpiece of my telephone, but somehow, I'm scared. But we all are, no? Isn't everyone afraid of making a mistake? Looking like a complete idiot?

So I get confused, but go through with it anyway. I'd make the biggest bafoon out of myself just to hear such an angelic sound like her voice. Then my heart races for that long hour I await all.day.long. I studder, because there are no right words you can say to something so beautiful, so wonderful, so much better than I.

Really, she deserves better than me. Much, much better than just me. Even now, my face turns red thinking about it. And It's time to call again, time to look stupid again, time to be scared again. It's time to say I love you, and it's time to hear I love you too.