haircuts and stuff

well yeah i got my hair cut today and tbh i dont really like it =/ she cut my fringe too straight and i look slightly robotic. in a wierd way.
anyway il get over it.
im so excited for tomorrow, coz im going to a Vivvian Westward exhibition in Sheffield with my best friend =D i dont know what to wear though...??
but im so nervous/ scared about Friday *worried face* coz the hospital are contemplating (yes i use that word too often) re-admiting me before i even get to college if my weight is too low, and today i couldnt resist and i stepped on the scales and im down, since friday, i really really REALLY do not want to go back . but im starting to feel as if i dont really want to go to college either, but i darent tell anyone. i guess its coz its just presumed that i go, but i have realised that school situations make me uncomfortable, no matter how many people i get on with.
just me being me i suppose.

anyway that kinda turned in to a bit of a deep journal!

il finish with something happy. . .

anyone remember those hama beads from when they were younger??
amazing fun =]

xxx